Things that have made my year
9 years & 15 days ago
11th Dec 2015 09:40 I wanted to make this as I often look back on my blogs for smiles so yep.
Finishing college.
I finished back in June and although I miss college so much I will always have wonderful memories of it and I made at least two friends who I know will always be in my life. [Ruth & Amelia]
Going on meds
I finally accepted the fact I need meds and although they're still being changed I know that next year i'll be put on the right meds and dosage and be able to get on with life.
Support
My Mum and Step Dad finally accepted my mental health. Although this year's been hard for my mental health i'm glad that I finally have two fully supportive parents. My mum oouldn't possibly be more supportive now and although she still finds it hard to understand that's understandable but i'll keep teaching her and explaining it all.
Ryan my brother
My littlest brother starting secondary school. This year my 11 year old brother, Ryan, joined his older brother in secondary school and he's doing really well and i'm proud of him.
Billy my brother
My biggest little brother turning 14 (in 6 days) and being one of the best people in my life. We used to fight all the time but as we've grown up we're fairly similar people and I love talking to him and watching him grow into his own person. He's a complete brain box and is excelling in school and is starting his GCSEs or O levels (i'm unsure) next year and I know he's going to do super.
Mealworm
Making new memories with my best friend. This year I went farming with college and made some funny memories with my best friend Amelia. We also went to Alton Towers and Chester Zoo with the college for a night and although we were with others we mainly stayed with each other and also went to a fair this year and had a hilarious time and won ourselves huge teddies that are called Patrick and Ed. Patrick is a bear and Ed's a pink elephant. She also celebrated her 18th unfortunately she was away for uni but hopefully we'll be able to make up for that over these holidays.
Yazo
Got to carry on the friendship between one of my mara besties, Yazo (Yazinem) for the 6th year and got to be there for each other through the highs and lows of the year. I love you Yazo! you're such a wonderful person and I wish you a fabulous 2016 I know this will be your year.
Alec
Began talking more to Alec which was a wonderful idea. I don't tend to make the best choices in life but this was a good one. Alec's become a best mara friend of mine within 7 months and a wonderful one at that, he puts up with my nattering which i'm really grateful for and although he's sometimes a turd he's a great turd. If anyone ever needs to laugh just go to Alec.
The amazing Pea
lastly on the people side of my year but not least is Pea. This year Pea's been a real star to me and i'm not sure what I would have done without her this year. She's been an amazing friend and helped me so much and i'll never be able to thank her enough. Everyone should love this girl.
if anyone ever hurts these people I will have to deal with you because these people are amazing and I love themStarting to become myself
This year's been a huge year in becoming myself. I've finally started to learn about myself and know who I am as a person which i've never done before and as a person i've changed a lot this year and I see this as a good thing.
The new year
I'm extremely excited for the new year although 2015 hasn't finished yet I know 2016 will be an amazing year. I really hope this time next year i'm able to look back at this and still have the same amazing friends and more, be on the correct meds and also be at counselling. I hope all my friends years have been amazing, I hope to meet new amazing people too. EXCITED!!! <3
I hope everyone elses years have been wonderful and I wish you a happy December <3