My Mara Goals
5 years, 3 months & 29 days ago
29th Aug 2019 09:05 Shipman - Mad Scientist Chibs
Ghemlin- Goblin Sindi 9-9-2019
Pharmacy - Monster Limax - 31-10-2019
Raye - Recycled Sindi 9-9-2019
Unfair - Fancy Vixen 6-9-2019
Wotsit - Orange Tantua 4-9-2019
Granddad - Mafia Ercuw
Doctors update
5 years, 4 months & 18 days ago
9th Aug 2019 06:33 So I???m no longer aware of the dates this all happened but I???m going to keep a record of anything that happens from now on because I feel like it should be out there.
So I recently (24th of June) moved to essentially the next town over. The doctor I was seeing knew about this but requested that I stay at my old surgery so he could find out what was happening with me. I had been being treated for a UTI for almost 2 months previous to this and finally it came back after they decided to do a culture test that I didn???t have any infection, just white blood cells and blood in my urine, no infection no protein. With this I was given a 2 week emergency referral where I should have got the date for the ultrasound and had the appointment within 2 weeks of it being sent off. After waiting little over 3 weeks I rang my doctors surgery for the 4th time to finally find out that they???d had the letter back from the hospital for days but had denied me a referral because I no longer lived in the postcode area and because my doctor was not on that day the receptionist said she was sending it back off and I would have an appointment in 6 to 8 weeks, almost 3 months after I should have had the ultrasound. Now considering that I was going to be tested for PCOS, endometriosis and other various things including tumours I put the phone down and immediately changed surgeries. I was also told at my previous surgery by a different doctor, with great delight that I more than likely had lactoblastoma which is a non cancerous tumour on my brain. Thankfully he was wrong however I should have been referred to a neurologist and had not been after this. Back to present and I had my appointment booked for the 7th of August and it came but I had to cancel it due to other issues so now it???s just a waiting game to get another appointment hopefully next week.
However my symptoms have got worse, there???s a swelling in my upper abdomen. At first I thought I was piling on weight until it dawned on me that I don???t eat that often and so I pressed the area and it gave me sharp pains and I can feel that it???s not fat. I want to figure out what???s happening and soon, for my reference I have decided to blog it. I have had memory issues for awhile now and Marapets is somewhere I come to let all out. I have always been very open with my life on here and so I know I???ll update it, which I wouldn???t with a diary because I???d probably lose it.
DO NOT
5 years, 6 months & 8 days ago
19th Jun 2019 15:03 Here???s a list of things I???d appreciate you not doing:
Don???t send me a club invite: I am in a club that I am happy in. If you???d like to join a club which is chill and loves to help out with your collections then message Twi or Ris.
Offer on the following pets -
Vee: This is my name. I was gifted this pet by some brilliant mara friends and she will stay on my account for the rest of my life.
Aadelai: This is my goddaughters name. She was born on the 5th of August 2018 and is the daughter of two of the best mummy???s I???ve ever had the pleasure of meeting. When I was asked to be her godmother I cried because it???s a huge honour. I can???t imagine my life without this little girl, her mummy???s and her big sister. I will forever look over and protect her. The pet will always be with me.
Amilly: This is a mispelling of my daughters name, Amelie. I created this pet before my daughter was born but the spelling was taken. Though heartbroken I came up with an alternative solution and came up with ???Amilly??? once again, she???s mine and always will be.
Iris: This name is the name that was given to the most magnificent lady. This was my Nans name and it is also now my daughters middle name. My Nan was my world growing up but was sadly taken away from us in 2012. I chose this to be the name that I got when Ian released all names from frozen accounts and I will always be happy with my decision. I am one of the few who will respect what staff did for us and keep this name.
Munchin & Ghemlin: These are just two of my daughters many nicknames.
Everto: This pet was kindly gifted to me by MrPeaboddis before she left. The pet will never leave my account and I???ll always be on a mission to complete his gourmet foods
Mid 2019 Mara Goals
5 years, 7 months & 28 days ago
30th Apr 2019 07:34 Complete 3 Maradian Goals []
Even up all pet stats []
Complete Everto???s gourmets []
My 2018
5 years, 11 months & 25 days ago
31st Dec 2018 11:17 I am actually writing this on the eve of New Year, well done me.
So where do I really start and end on this year?
I started off this year living at my Mums. I was fairly content with life even though I still utterly despised my job by this point, I was getting through it. Even if I was going bald due to stress.
February of this year completely changed my life in more ways than one. I was offered a job I believed I???d love so I jumped at the chance and didn???t really think anything through. The employers of the company ended up messing me around and so I left the following month however I ended up in a job I absolutely love. To most bar work isn???t much but it???s what brought me out of my shell and I have a great passion for it, I love my co-workers and my locals are amazing. February also took me on the biggest rollercoaster I???ve ever been on as it???s the month I conceived. I found out when I was roughly 2-3 weeks pregnant after going to a doctors appointment and pregnancy was the last thing on my mind. I remember going through every single emotion when I found out and very nearly went down a whole other route but I???m so glad I decided to keep my bean.
At 27 weeks pregnant I had to leave my work place due to having Synthesis Pubic Dysfunction, all I could be given for the pain was codeine but I got through it and on November 3rd I gave birth to my daughter, Amelie Wendy Iris whom was a whopping 8 pounds and 3 ounces. I think she sums my year up because though it wasn???t what I expected it???s what I needed, I now have the most beautiful gift to spend the rest of my life with and her face fills me with so much joy every single day.
My relationship may not be perfect but perfect is never what I wanted. Yes we bicker over ridiculous things but we are also each other???s best friend. There???s no other person in the world who knows me like my partner and no one is rather gossip with and spend every last second beside. My Mum didn???t teach me much but one thing that???s always stuck in my mind is ???Find the person who can annoy you the most but then make you smile??? and that???s my Squishy.
Though my depression is still very much present in my life due to my pregnancy a lot more help has been offered to me and I start counselling in 2019 and I???ve a very positive view on it.
Anyway here???s to 2019. May it be wonderful.