Memories... (:

Are what makes life GREATT..

May 31.
I went to bed at 8 last night. Tev called me at 12:30 am. I answered. Uhm.. Woke up. Went to church. Uhm.. Came home &&did nothing. Then, went to the gym. It wasn't even open so we went to the library. I got 2 books;; A Girl, In Parts. &&Songs Without Words. Today is the last day in this journal. I am starting a new one for the month of June. (:

May 30.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY SAZZLE. (: I lubb youu despite our fights. Uhm.. I didn't sleep at all last night. I talked to Noland from 5am till 7am. Me &&Bri.zzle watched some Lifetime movies.. &&We called some crazy idiot 44 times in an hour and a half! Uhm.. We left at 11.30 to go buy a birthday prezzz. Uhm.. Went to Savvy's party. Hung out. It was a blast. I had so much funnn! (: &&Then, I cam home to Bri's house &&am updating my blog. I don't plan on talking to anyone for awhile so.. Go ahead &&message me but don't expect a reply.. Unless I have to. Uhm.. Yeahh. Life sucks. I just wish I was a f.uckking white crayon;; That way no one would use me.. Not even the kidd who 'loves' me. (: But, I just learn to smile through it all. I have been let down by everyone this past week. &&After so much hurt.. Your heart kinda grows numb. Like.. You no longer even have feelings. Well.. That's me. Don't ask. Don't pretend you care. &&Don't tell me you'll always be there. That is all bull s.hit to me now. I won't believe anyone. TRY ME.. =/

May 29.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY AFTON &&COACH TARON!!! So.. I slept in till 12.30. Woke up. Took a shower. Then, went to watch the new Night at the Museum movie;; It was great! Then, I came home. Applied make-up. Then moped around. I'm going to stay the night at Briana's house tonight. We are going shopping! Then, tomorrow we are going to Savvy's partyyy.. (: That's about it.

May 28.
UPDATE;; (: So I lied. I'm updating. I had a fantabulous day. I read a few chapters of my book. I cleaned house mostly. My dad picked Tev up after work &&he came over. I got a 'hello' kiss. We rocked out on Guitar Hero.. Or we tried. LoL. We both suck. Well, I do anyways. No pun intended. Then, we packed up &&went to the lake. He went tubing;; &&He flew off.. HiLARiOUS! My original plan was to not get wet. But, we went to the shore to hang for awhile. &&I was just walking around in the water.. Wearing my clothes still. &&I splashed Tev because he wouldn't get in the water. So.. I filled a cup with water &&that changed his mind. So.. He got in. I got him with the cup of water a few more times. Then, I dropped it so he picked it up &&started getting me soaked. It turned into our own huge water fight. We were running in the water &&fighting &&just laughing &&having fun. It was the best. I felt like a little kid with my best boy friend or something.. Idkk. (: Then, I decided to go tubing because I was already soaked. So.. I did. I ended up hurting my shoulder when I flew off. But, I got over it. &&Then, we just rode around. I love the feeling of the wind in my face.. With the kidd I love! (: Welp. Then we came home. Uhm.. Started watching SYTYCD. I got bored so I went in to play Wii. I played with Tev &&Kyle. Then, Kyle quit. So.. It ws me &&Tev. I got THREE kisses. Well.. Technically 4. But, I'd say 3. I love that kiddd.. (: Welp.. We took him home. In the car he had his arm around my waist &&I held his hand. We were both squeezing tight.. I was saying in my head "When I squeeze your hand it means I never wanna leave you." Yeahh.. Then, we got to his house. Said goodbye. &&On the way home.. I was fine. Then, I started thinking. I stopped smiling &&just stared out the window. My dad asked what I was thinking about. I told him Tevin's life. He just went on &&on. Then, he made me angry. He told me I shouldn't feel sorry for him because that's not what he wants;; I DON'T, I just think it's not fair. &&He told me not to be some shining knight. Okayy.. He doesn't understand. Tevin needs me to be that kind of person. I will always love him no matter what. I wish people could just accept the fact that our relationship is gonna be different.. It just is. GET OVER iT. Let us do what we want. GOD! Anywho.. I started crying &&ran in the house when we got home. Now, I'm updating my blog. Thinking of what an amazing day I had! (:

So.. I'm tired of my freaking mother always trying to live my life for me. &&Always trying to make my decisions. It's so olddd. I'm not a little girl anymore;; I can do things on my own now. GOD! Anyways.. I'm sitting here waiting for Tev to call. He is coming over after my dad gets off work. Then, we are going on the boat. &&Maybe coming over after that.. But, That's all. I'm not gonna update today so.. I was giving you my plans ahead of time.. (:

May 27.
UPDATE;; So.. I went bowling. There was not very many people there actually;; Me, Brandon, Jennifer, Lydia, Josh, Madison &&Sarah. Me &&Sarah talked. She is pretty cool! I actually liked talking to her! She is gonna hang out with us tonight.. &&Her baby is due in August;; Pray for her. She is 15. But, I think we could become good friends! She's funn.. (:

So.. I went to bed at one because I was reading "The Rest of Her Life".. It is kind of confusing. Well.. Tev called at 8.45 before he went to practice. Then he called after practice.. Then he called when he got home. I am supposed to call him back after I get around. We are going bowling with the youth group. So.. I won't be on until after church. I am going bowling, then coming home &&eating, getting around again, &&going to church. Yepp. So.. Talk to ya later!

May 26.
UPDATE;; So.. I just realized why I never tell people how I feel. ):

So.. I woke up at 8 this morning.. It's 8.16 now. My phone was vibrating for the alarm.. But, I was having a dream &&something was vibrating &&me nor Chrissy could figure it out. then, I realized it was my phone, so I woke up. Anyways.. I called Mrs. Taron to make sure we had practice.. We do. I am about to go take a quick shower;; I'm gross. LoL. Then, I'm going to basketball practice. I plan on doing something with myself today. So.. Message meh! &&I'll reply if I happen to get on!

May 25.
ANOTHER UPDATE;; I have done absolutely nothing productive today. I have sat on my butt in front of this stupid screen ALL day.. REALLY! &&That's all I have planned for tonight too. I might go sit on my bed for awhile later though because I am super hot right now. Anywaysss.. (:

UPDATE;; Well. I'm prolly not hanging out with her. ): I'm staying home with the famm &&cooking out. But, I am thinking of what to do Thursday.. I'm going on the boat &&TUBiNG!

Welp. I woke up later than normal.. 11. Only because Briana called me. But, I'm glad, I needed to get my lazy tail up anyways. So.. I got on here. Checked my mail. Replied. &&Now I'm thinking to myself.. My boyfriend is out of town &&Kirsten's boyfriend is out doing something. So.. I deff think we are gonna try &&hang out! I'm excited. But, I'm gonna go do my daily work out;; &&Jog for awhile. I'll have my phone though.. Call it!

May 24.
UPDATE;; What happened to school's out.. No more drama. That's a lie. I just can't get away. Everyone.. Leave me the eff alone. Got a problem?! I can't fix it. Go find a counselor. Sh!t. I'm not a lawyer. I don't care. It's summer;; I'm ready to have fun without being in the middle of every little thing that goes down this summer. GEEZ! &&I just watched SNOW WHiTE! (:

Well. I woke up to "&&Your slow shaking fingertips.." Which means my boyfriend was calling me. He was telling me that he is going to Texasss.. With his friend's family. (: Which is cool I guess. But, I didn't want to go to church. Well.. I got up &&couldn't find my brother or dad anywhere. I looked every possible place. So.. I figured I'd get on the computer for awhile. Then, it was 11, when we normally leave, &&they were still gone. So.. I stayed on the computer till like 12.45.. Finished the 1000 question survey. Then, I got off &&watched T.V. &&ate a bowl of ice cream. Then, I was looking for a movie to watch. I couldn't find our DVDs anywhere. So.. I started searching our big van because I knew that I would find something, because we travel in it. I found TOY STORY. I am about to go watch it.. I'm excited!!! Oh.. &&It's 1.36 &&my brother and dad STiLL are not home. Hmmm.. =/

May 23.
UPDATE;; I have basically been on the computer off &&on all day. I emptied out some boxes of random stuff from my room. I was going to wash dishes but we had no soap. &&I just finished playing Guitar Hero. (:

Well. It doesn't quite seem like it is really summer time yet;; I woke up to the sound of my cell phone ringing.. My mom was calling. It was 10.30am. She was asking if I wanted to work. Psht. Nah. Well.. I got up. Called Tevin at 11. Started watching 27 DRESSES. Tev called back.. We talked for 20 minutes. Then, he called again after he ate. We talked for awhile.. Then, he hung up on me because he was mad. (: Whatever. He's dumb. =P So.. I also cleaned the kitchen. Now, I am sitting here bored. I'm about to take a shower. So.. Holla!

May 22.
Todayy is the first day of SUMMER VACATiON BABii. (: I woke up at 8.30. Me &&Briana walked to get donuts. We ate there. Then, came home. We didn't do much. &&We watched TOWELHEAD. Then, jumped on the trampoline &&got wet.. No pun intended. ;] Hmm.. I sat on my butt in front of the computer while she played outside. We walked to the Chinese restaurant &&shared some sesame chicken. P= Then, we got around &&took some crazii pictures. Then, we just sat around trying not to fall asleep. Yeahh. It was great. I'm looking forward to the rest of the summer((&&High School)) with herrr. (:

May 21.
HAPPii BiRTHDAii BRiANAAA.. (: So.. Today was the last day of DRAMA. We finished our finals. Chemistry;; 88%.. Without even studying. English;; Who knows?! LoL. So.. How was my day?! LOOONNNGGG! 1st hour;; I ate three donuts &&also two cupcakes. We just sat around &&talked. 2nd-3rd hour;; I ate two more cupcakes. We watched JUMANGi.. I LOVEE that movie. I watched like thirty minutes.. Then, I crashed on the floor. I slept until 4th hour. 4th hour;; We sat &&talked again. I tried studying Chemistry, but didn't succeed. 5th hour;; Ate another donut. Stood at the 6th graders' door &&watched like five minutes of MALL COP. Went to class &&finished our 3rd hour final. We were allowed to have our phones out &&text, take pictures, call, whatever. (: LUNCH TiME BABii;; We all pitched in to buy pizza for our class. Savvy bought Briana a cake. Briana decided to shove icing in my face.. So, I got that son of a gun back.. LoL. ;] &&Then, we all got into it. We decided oh what the heck, it's the last day of school. (: We had to enjoy it. Haha. 6th hour;; Me, Loni, Daniel &&Duncan went outside &&took down the softball fence.. It was WAY hot. 7th hour;; Took our chemistry final. Then, we stood around anxiously waiting to leave for the summer. Me, Briana &&Savvy went outside &&threw our Chem papers in the air &&they blew away. (: After school, I hung out with Briana, Zakk &&Daniel. We ate snow cones. P= Then, we cleaned out our lockers. Then, we saw our boys.. Only, mine ignored me. =/ Well. Then, we went to her house. We sat around, walked to 7-11 &&talked. At 7, her family was over there for her party &&Ryan came over too. We ate alfredo &&OMG, it was bomb. But, I was soooo full. Haha. Then, we had cake. Then, me, Briana &&Ryan were jumping on the trampoline which was super fun. Lindsey was all over Ryan's stuff. =P Ryan was just getting beat up. Then, we spun in circles &&pretty much threw Briana into the fence. After Ryan left, Zakk &&Daniel came over. We jumped with them &&ate some ice cream. ;] Well.. They left. Then, we met some guy named Kyle. &&Some other guy tried stalking us. =/ CREEPER. &&Briana was.. uhm.. weird. LoL. But, funn. She punched me in the face in her sleep.. &&was like 1 inch away from me all night. I was up till 4.30am. Because, I'm dumb. Anyways.. We had funn. Be jealous of our awesomeness. Yeahh.

May 20.
So.. I'm so excited for our uhm.. "History final" ;] Right. We took half our finals today. Bible;; EASYY. Geometry;; Eh.. I have like 14 out of 48 left. Spanish;; I got the highest grade, 96%, so she gave me a 100%. (: I just typed my English final.. An essay over "compassion".. =P Our 50 term Chem final is tomorrow.. But, I have all day to study, because it's last hour. So.. Idkk. In English class.. Briana, Loni &&Kirsten were stunting me. We did a cradle.. It was soooo fun. My heart was beating super fast. LoL. They told me to be a cheerleader.. Ha. They effing thought. &&Other than that, the day was pretty boring. Yepp. I'm about to go do my Geometry problems.. I wrote them all down &&brought my book home to do them. I know.. CHEATER! I don't care. After that.. I'm going to church. Then, watching American Idol. IDEK who will win.. I love Adamm, but Kris did so good. Idkk. I'm excited.

May 19.
UPDATE;; It is precisely 5.22pm. I am sitting here looking up lyrics to just another amazing John Vesely song. MY favorite person;; Tevinn.. Finally got on mara. Hehe. I'm excited. LoL. But.. I just feel so.. I don't even know. I can never seem to describe the way I feel anymore. It's like.. I'm lost for words to say. Idkk. But anywho.. I'll be back on here around 8.30pm. But, I'm gonna go take a shower &&a quick nap. So.. message meh!

It is 7am right now. I wen to bed at 2.30am this morning.. (: Because.. I don't exactly have a reason really. I was reading, then I got bored. So.. Today, I plan to go to school, try not to be a prezz, come home, study like hardcore for Spanish &&Chemistry, then go to sleep ASAP. So.. If I don't message anyone, you know why. =P A'ight then. Later.

May 18.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY RACHEL! I miss her so much;; She is crazii! Anywho. I woke up at 6, curled my hair, got around for school, then went to school. My alarm on my phone went off super loud during first hour.. I was embarrassed;; Even though I KNEW that my teacher wouldn't take it.. He is amazing! Uhm.. I don't even remember the rest of the day. Except for Yearbook;; Let me just say that Afton is effing hilarious! =P We played with magnets.. &&Weighed stuff. Good times. Then, I came home.. Got on the computer, talked to my love, &&am now eating tacos my daddy made. YUMM! Then, I'm taking a nap until 7.30. &&I'm going to bingo at 8. So.. I'll just see everyone tomorrow. iLY.

May 17.
Welp. I woke up to my parents coming in my room &&telling me I can't listen to country musikk or sleep with musikk on. My mom sat on my bed &&handed me a paper. It was lyrics to some song. She was like "Do you want to explain this?!" I looked at it, threw it on my bed &&said "Nope! I don't know what that is.. It isn't mine.. I don't know what you are talking about." My dad said "So, you are saying you weren't on the computer right before you went to bed?!" I said "YES! But, that is not mine;; Brandon was on right before me &&in the search box was something." My dad said "Yeahh.. That's where I found it." I said "Okay then, it's probably his." Then, they left. I went to church;; Me, Tev, Ryan, Jordan &&Afton sat together. Pastor N. wanted to pray for people who weren't straight with God. Tev was trying to make me raise my hand, because I'm really not.. But, I didn't. He shook his head back &&forth, clearly disappointed. Then, he was acting like something was wrong after church. But, whatever. I can fix my relationship with God on my own.. I don't NEED a pastor telling me what to do. You know?! So.. Anyways. After church, I went to eat with the famm at Rib Crib. It was bomb. Now I am sitting here updating my blog. My plans for this evening consist of: Taking a cat nap, Playing basketball &&Taking a shower. That's all.

May 16.
UPDATE;; I went bowling;; Me, Tevin, Mase, Aft, Jordan, Tori, Jessica, Marc, Avery, Ryan &&Kyle. It was fun. Court picked me up at 11 though.. ): But, I got what I wanted! ;]

Today I woke up around eleven. I went to the Firefighter's Museum &&the National Cowboy &&Western History Museum;; They were actually pretty intriguing. (: Firefighters are so cool. It just seems so risky.. You know?! &&We ate at Chelino's;; I had el pollo because I don't eat Mexican.. Which is ironic since I'm dating a Mexican. =P Anywho.. I am maybe going bowling later on. Not sure yet;;

May 15.
Today the HS went to watch Monsters vs. Aliens in 3D. It was alright.. But, it hurt my eyes really really bad. =/ I fell asleep during it too. Then, I came home &&took a shower. Then got around for the graduation;; I looked SOOOO cutee, I'm not gonna lie. (: After graduation, I went to Lawrence's after party at her house;; Me, Jessica, Juya, Sister, Hails, Tori &&all Jessica's sisters &&family. It was cool. Then, it started raining so we were about to leave. We were getting ready to leave &&Tor couldn't find her keys. We looked for 10 minutes then she found them. By then, it was pouring down rain. Jessica took me &&Jordan back to school to get her car, so she could take me home. We got there. Then, Jessica started driving her car, but her defrost wasn't working, so she just rode with us. It was raining cats &&dogs gosh dang it. I was freaking soaked from like only .2 seconds. We all looked like we were in a horror movie. LoL. Anyways.. Now I am home. About to go to sleep for a long time. I need to catch up on my sleep time. ;] So.. Kiss me in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year like you really mean it!

May 14.
Afternoon;; I ended up going to the Myriad Gardens Downtown.. It was nice. Then, we went to the OKC Memorial. It is so sad. &&We ate after that;; 2 huge slices of pizza from Falcone's, small Mountain Dew, Route 44 Diet Coke, &&half a of Reese's Sonic Blast. I was so stuffed &&still am. Then, I went to basketball. then, came home. I am talking to Briana. I am about to go wash the dishes. &&Then, watch T.V., call Tev, &&go to sleep. Maybe curl my hair for tomorrow &&paint my nails.

Morning;; So.. I woke up at 10! (: I didn't go to school today, because I am hanging out Downtown with the famm. &&Plus, I really needed some time away from everyone. But, I'll be up there at 3 for basketball camp. &&I have to pay Mrs. Taron for our field trip tomorrow! =P Anyways.. I'll update this later on when I get home from doing whatever I do.

May 13.
Today was alright. We had a pretty good convo in Marshall's class.. But, I don't even remember it. Then, I went to little kids basketball camp, took Tev home, then went to church. It was good. I am one that has a sin I said I would never do that I did this week.. But, I didn't admit it. &&I'm guilty. Pastor Josh said, "There is someone or someones that has a sin they said they would never do that they did this week that they are ashamed of.." ME ME ME! That would be ME! But, I clenched my hands together &&bit my fingers trying not to raise my hand.. The devil is using me. =/ I'm scared. That's all;; I AM JUST EFFiNG SCARED. Anywho.. Afterwards, it sucked. Tev pretty much ignored me. I was p-oed. Then, got in a hot, humid car with like 8 other people.. Which only made it worse. I was ready to go to bed. Then, I came home. &&I ate some ice cream. I'm talking to Briana;; The best friend, enemy, friend, hater, all of the above.. But, I love her. &&I am trying to understand life right now;; Just give me some time.

May 12.
Today, I don't even remember school at all. I was way too tired. Wait;; I remember watching some crazy video that freaked me out.. About Muslims taking over the world;; It scared me like crazy. &&Then, I went to eat at Golden Corral. Then, I went to a Redhawks game;; Me, Brother, Kyle, Mom, Dad, Uncle Marc &&Aunt Robin, Uncle Lee &&Aunt Stacey, Grandparents, &&Tevin. It was fun;; I got to play around.. ;] But, that's all.

May 11.
What it do baby boo?! How you be my n!ggas?! I am soooo hyper &&tired. So.. Today;; Pretty boring actually. I sat at a new lunch table;; Me, Loni, Chris, Ryan, Sterling, Duncan, Brandon &&Jordan.. Then, Briana &&Savvy joined us. It was actually fun. I am gonna sit there the rest of this week. (: &&I had to be in class with Mr. Marshall for FOUR hours. OMG. If you only knew.. It SUCKED big notebooks. But, after school was.. Uhm.. Great! =D I had to help with 4-12 year old basketball clinic. It was crazy. Trying to teach 4 year olds to dribble a basketball is like trying to take a banana from a monkey;; iMPOSSiBLE! But.. I like playing ball &&being a part of things like that. I like to know I made a difference.. Like, I taught that kid to dribble &&whatnot. So.. I don't mind. Then, I waited outside for my daddy for almost 30 minutes. I didn't mind, because Tev was the last one out of practice. He was kicking field goals. He kicked one from 42 yards, which I guess is pretty good;; So, he is our new kicker. I'm so happy he is gonna be here next year. (: Anyways.. Then, we took him home. &&Went to Crest to buy stuff for dinner. Now, I'm waiting for my daddy to cook dinner. Then, Tevin is gonna call me when him, Mase &&Pops are done eating at Denny's. Then, I am gonna go play my free pack at BiNGO;; My new job. LoL. Yap!

May 10.
Evening;; So. I just got home from two hours of basketball. It was so fun. There was no more than 20 people there, so I played every game except for one. I am sitting here listening to 'Vulnerable' by Secondhand Serenade;; My most absolute favorite song in the world. I know it by memory. John Vesely is my hero! So.. You should.. message me, because I'm super bored. But, I'm going to take a shower at 8.. Then, calling my wildcat at 8.30. So.. Hit me up before then homes!

Afternoon;; I'm home from church. I just feel like crying. Why can't everyone have a perfect life?! &&Why are things so effed up for some people.. It's not fair! Anyways.. I'm just gonna go lay down outside in the yard. Yap! That's all.

Morning;; HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! Today I haven't done anything except for edit this blog. I am about to get ready to go to church. I have 45 minutes.. I better get movin. I'll add more of what I do later.

May 9.
I woke up early so I could walk in the parade in Del City. I walked with Ryan &&Tevin. Jordan joined about halfway through. It was kinda fun but boring as well. Then I went to eat at Chili's;; Me, Tevin, Afton, Briana &&Ryan. We had so much funn. (: Then, Afton took me home at 2. I went to sleep at 3 until 7.30. Then, I got up &&got ready to go bowling. I did;; Me, Tevin, Jordan, Afton, Logan, Avery, Kyle, Mikey, Mason, J.J., Tori &&Jessica. It was a blast. =P Anyways.. (:

May 8.
Hmmmmmm. History;; Did section review, then sat &&talked all hour. Bible;; Read a book &&played hide &&seek in the classroom. Geometry;; Was 15 minutes late to class because me, Loni &&Savannah were outside just playing &&having fun.. Being stupid! We did a review worksheet. Spanish;; Did a worksheet &&talked all hour. Then, I left with Mrs. Taron, Jordan &&Su.. &&The Juniors.. To go to Cici's to eat. Then, we went Downtown to Crabtown to set up for the JSB that was tonight. It is a masquerade party.. It was sooo cool looking. I was jealous. Then, we got back in time for 7th hour. Chemistry;; Went to the sanctuary &&stacked chairs to move to the cafeteria. We moved them in there, then had to put all the lunch tables away. Yap! After school.. I came home &&did nothing like usual. Jordan called me at 5.45. She said that Afton had two extra tickets to JSB &&that we could use them. So.. I asked. I was allowed, but she wasn't. So, I ended up staying home. ): Which sucked. Because, me &&Briana had time to argue I guess. Whatever. &&Me and Tev had plenty of time to fight. He called me once in a great mood. Then, he called me when Ryan was with him &&made me cry. So.. I'm about to call him back because I have to go to bed early;; I'm gonna be in the parade tomorrow! I have to watch three girls.. LoL. Anyways. Awhile back, I wrote my number on a dollar bill. So.. Today, some people like 2 or 3 hours away called me. LoL. I laughed really hard. It's funny!

May 7.
Today was a long day. It seemed to go by sooo slow. It was the seniors last day of High School.. ): Ima miss those kidds. &&For lunch I ate pizza, cookies &&chips. Because those of us who got academic awards got free lunch todayy. It was the best lunch ever;; Me, Ryan, B.B., Lawrence, Chrissy &&Tor. =P After school sucked. We were sitting there &&my stalker showed up;; Paco. &&My entire class was telling him to come talk to me. >=[ I was p-oed. Ugh! My class is so immature. GOD! Anyways.. the Juniors;; Kyle, Afton &&Chrissy cheered me up. I love them! That is who I plan on sitting with next year;; Kyle, Chrissy, Afton, Duncan, Sterling, Jordan, Loni, Chris, Brandon, Ryan, Tevin, J. Logan, Tori &&whoever else wants to sit with me. Because, they are so much fun to be with! (:

May 6.
Today was super boring. Except for when I went to church. After church was the best. Me &&Tev had a fight. LoL. It was a friendly fight though. He was tickling my feet((which are wayyy ticklish)).. &&We started wrestling. Then, he picked me up &&spun me in circles. &&We were on the ground wrestling. It was the best. I plan on doing it again this weekend. (:

May 5.
HAPPY CiNCO DE MAYO! =P Welp. We got our iPod themed yearbooks today. I thinkk everyone liked them for the most part. They are freaking amazing.. My favorite ones by far. We signed yearbooks all day. Then, I came home walked around my house &&watched T.V. until 5.20. Then, I ate lasagna &&bread. Then at 5.30 I went to sleep. Paco called me to wake me up at 8. >=[ I rejected his phone call. Then I fell asleep again. Then, my boyfriend called at 8.23.. He said he would call back when he got home. Then, Paco called at 8.30. I just didn't answer it. Ugh! STALKER! Then, Tev called again at 8.35. We talked until 9.10. (: I'm in a really loopy mood right now. It's amazing! Haha. Hit me up my sukkaas!

May 4.
Today was a looooonnngggg day. I ate lunch at Chili's with my yearbook class. We got to look at our new yearbooks. We have yearbook signing tomorrow. (: I'm excited. I finally get an 'iPod'.. Hint hint. I hung out with Briana today. We 'worked out'.. AKA walked to 7-11, met some kidds, &&ran around the block. We took pictures on her webcam;; We were trying to jump. She attempted to teach me how to shake my butt, but then realized I was too white for that. ;] But, she made an AWESOME vid of our jumping pictures.. (: It's amazing! =P Be jealous of our coolness! The 'WHiTE' Girls!

May 3.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY RYANN! I love youu. So.. Today, I went to church. Then went to eat at the All-American Dixie Diner;; I ate a 1/3 pound cheeseburger &&onion rings &&mountain dew! It was bomb! Then, I went on base to play basketball with: Tevin, Daddy, Brother, Marc &&Afton. It was alright. I didn't play much because there was so many people there! But, I enjoy any time spent with Tevin! LoL. So.. Now, I'm just chillin' at home. With nothing to do. Message meh!

May 2.
HAPPY BiRTHDAY DEV-DEV! Today, I woke up at 7.32am. I got to the church by 8.15am. I watched TEN TWO year olds for SEVEN hours.. It was a nightmare. But, they were super cutee;; Bryce, Michael, Alyssa, Zaniyah, Zarayia, Korieon, Kohlton, Alanna, Gage &&Juaquin. But.. It was DREADFUL. It makes me not want to have kiddos. =/ Now, I am getting ready to go bowling;; Me, Jordan, Logan, Kyle, Sterling, Avery, Afton, Tevin &&Mason. So.. I have to eat before I go! &&I have this awesome headache that makes my head pound. So, I took 1000mg of Tylenol.. Because, Tylenol never seems to work;; I need Excedrin migraine! Anyways.. (: Goodbye my lovee;;

May 1.
Last night me &&Loni danced on the 1st base dugout at the baseball game. It was so funn! Then.. Today, we had a cake fight in 7th hour. I shoved cake all over Cody's face;; Then, Jordan &&Loni joined. It was awesome! Good times. Then, me &&Loni got Cody again after school. We chased him down. It was amazing as well. Then, we had the sports banquet;; I got: Defensive player of the year in volleyball, volleyball All-State, Offensive M.V.P. in softball, softball All-State, Offensive player of the year in basketball ((14.6 ppg)), basketball All-State &&All-City honorable mention in basketball!

April 30.
Today was a long day. We didn't do much work at all. In first hour, our teacher was going crazy because the whole swine flu thing.. &&We disinfected the entire school;; Everything that was commonly touched: Handrails, doors, computers, globes, phones, pencils, EVERYTHiNG. It was great! Then, the rest of the day was pretty boring. Until 1:30. We had the talent show today. It was funn. Sterling was my favorite;; He danced to a bunch of old dance songs mixed together: Thriller, Ice Ice Baby, Jump On It, Etc. Etc. It was amazing. =P Now, I am just sitting here scratching my arms, because they itch insanely bad right now((the nails are finally coming in handy)). I am leaving in about an hour to go to a Red Hawks baseball game with my softball team. It will be funn. We are in the Sonic suite;; FREE tickets baby. ;] Anyways.. I'm gonna g play Tetris now. Byee.

April 29.
Well. HAPPY BiRTHDAY JESSiCA LAWRENCE;; My other big sister! She is 18 today. (: Yeahh. Today, me, Loni &&Chrissy worked with the boys to move furniture &&stuff to our new school building. We ate at Golden Corral. Then, I came home &&took a nap. Then, went to church. We had a guest worship band;; Jenna Davis. She was AMAZiNG. &&I had a great time with my boy. =P I lubb him. Anyways.. Now, I am eating ice cream &&about to watch American Idol! Then go to bed! Goodnight!

April 28.
So.. it is super hard to type because we had a girl's day today. Most of the Sophomore girls got their nails done today;; Me, Loni, Savvy, Briana, Devon &&Kirsten. It was so much fun. It's our new tradition. LoL. Before that we went to this sushi/yogurt place called Pink Swirls.. It was good! So many choices though. LoL. I spent ten bucks, because I bought something I didn't like, then me &&Lon shared a normal kind. =P Anyways.. I'm gonna go call my boy now. Much love.. (:

April 27.
Today was an alright day. I walked around without any worries. &&I only had to pay attention in one class.. LoL. Only because I didn't have my stupid backpack that was in my room under a whole bunch of clothes. =P Right now I am hanging up picture frames in my room &&making it cute &&clean. (: I'm super hungry. &&That's all.

April 26.
So.. Today I went to church with Tevin, Briana &&Afton. Then, I ate Wendy's. Yumm! Then, I played basketball. &&That's it. I forgot to do my homework. &&I also forgot to study for my Spanish test. Oops! =P

April 25.
I left my house at 7 this morning. We picked Tevin up from Ryan's house. Then, we started towards Dallas. It was Tev's first time out of Oklahoma;; He was so happy! He said it was like a relief. Haha. We picked up my brother's bicycle. Then, we went to the mall &&ate. Then, we watched "17 Again". It was alright. Then, we came home. So.. I hung out with the love of my life for almost 10 hours today. It was amazing. We acted so crazy;; It was so fun. It is an amazing feeling.. To be so young &&in love. (: I already miss him.. LoL. I just want to spend forever in his arms. Someday.. I will.

April 24.
I played even more softball today. We got 3rd in the OCSAA Tournament;; Which is not that good. But, we are a young team. I am just planning on sitting at home the rest of the night &&relaxing. I'm going to Dallas tomorrow with two of my favorite guys;; My daddy &&Tevinn! How exciting. But, other than that.. Not much is going on. I'm super dooper sunburned though;; I have a tanline from my batting glove.. &&One from my elbow saver. They are amazing.. Oh. &&I have a white line across my forehead from my hippy headband! =P

April 23.
Welp. I went to school for half a day. Then, left to go play softball. Played 3 back to back games.. &&we sucked it up big time. We play the defending state champs tomorrow at 1.30 to advance to the state championship game. We beat them a week ago.. &&we want to beat them again! We believe. &&I want it soooo bad! I really do. Now I am super sunburned. &&Very tired!!! ):
Nosotros creemos!!!

April 22.
Welp. I went to school;; Slept in most of my classes. Then, went to softball practice after school. Then, came home &&took a shower. Then, went to church with Tevin, Briana, &&Devon! =P Then, came home &&watched American Idol. Then, went to sleep. &&That's all.

April 21.
Today was very boring. Nothing interesting at all. Except the fact that my best friend thinks I blew her off for this girl I hardly even know. I don't know;; It sucks. She hates meh now. &&I don't know what to do. I'm sorry. &&That's all.

April 20.
4/20!!! But, I did nothing today. I went to school;; Boring. Then, I had a softball game afterwards. We lost the first one because we played like crap.. We started the second one like our varsity game &&we would have won if we played like that the REAL varsity game. =P Anyways.. I went out to eat with my daddy at Logan's Roadhouse. It was really good! &&Then, I came home and talked to my boyy for almost an hour. We had our first heart to heart talk.. LoL. I loved it. I miss him tons!

April 19.
Well. I went to church. Then, I went out to eat with the famm;; Mom, Dad, Sister, Brother, Cousin, &&Tevinn! We ate at Skyline. Then, from there Mom, Sister, &&I went to pick up our Bridesmaid dresses. Then, we came home. I got on the computer &&talked to Chrissy. Now, I'm about to go call Tevinn.. Because, I don't get to see him until tomorrow because we don't have basketball tonight. ):

April 18.
EVENiNG;; Well. My boyy came over for like four and a half hours! It was amazing. We watched Hercules instead though, because I couldn't find Toy Story! &&The rest that happened.. That's between me &&him. ;]

**I wrote this..**
((Being in loveee <33.. It is truly amazing;; You have butterflies from just seeing him. You can talk to him about anything &&everything. You can fall asleep in his arms. You can do stuff you both enjoy together. You can lay in the driveway &&look at clouds. You can have fake fist fights with him. You can bite him without him getting mad. You can hold hands whenever you want. You can have a kiss if you just ask. You can hold him forever. You get free hugs. When you are with him you never wanna leave. When you look at him all you can do is smile. You can play with his fingers. You have someone to kiss in the rain! Anything &&everything he does makes you smile. You call him even though he just left your house. You can tell him goodnight &&you love him without any worries. You don't have to be scared of getting hurt. He could never lose you. He doesn't wanna lose you. &&When he tells you that.. NEVER let him go. Just love each other like you have never loved before! Give it all you got! ???))

Today, I cleaned my house. MY bestest friend ever, Tevinn, is coming over in like 30 minutes!!! So.. I'm sorta just killing time. We are gonna: Play basketball, watch Toy Story, play the Wii, hug, kiss, &&just have funn! I'm so excited! I'll be sure to let ya know how it goes. MWAH!

April 17.
Today was just like any other day. I went to school. Then, had softball practice. &&My belly is aching a little bit. But, today at school, I found out something amazing. I made HM for "Girls Little All City Basketball".. That means I'm one of the top 50 players in OKC! Pretty awesome. Coach Price told me that it is incredible;; I'm one of only about 7 Sophomores. The rest are Juniors &&Seniors plus one Freshman. He said to be very proud.. &&I am. It made me realize that maybe basketball can be my life! He said if I keep it up then I can go wherever I want to go to play ball.. That pulled my head right back up where it used to be;; Following my dream. So.. As of today, I decided I'm going to work soooo hard on basketball;; I just have to wait one week until softball is over! =P I averaged 14.6 points per game.. I'm so proud of myself. &&I do it all for my Grandpa White who went to Heaven on October 20, 2006. I have always wanted to be a basketball all-star like him.. &&This is the first step! &&I know he is so proud of meh!

April 16.
Today is my mommy's birthday. I love herrrrr. =D Today there was only 8 people in class ALL day long. We didn't do much. We drew pictures, talked, &&played outside. It was like we were little kiddos again! FUNN! &&Then we watched the HS play at school. Then, I had batting practice for an hour. Then, Briana came over. We got ready, then went to the school to watch the play again. We ate: spaghetti, garlic bread, salad, &&cheesecake. We took pictures of our little "babies". It was funn! We had a good time.. (:

April 15.
Today was fun. In 7th hour, there was only 6 people, so we played "Silent Marco Polo" in the dark. It was the best thing ever! Good times! I'll never forget. =P It was me, Briana, Ryan, Devon, Jordan, &&Su. We had the best times ever! You just had to be there.

April 14.
So.. Today was our first softball game in a week. We played the defending state champs. It was 3-0 us. Then.. Eventually it was 3-7 them. We were up to bat for the last time unless we scored 4 runs to tie. &&We did. It was 7-7. Then.. We got them out without letting them score. &&We were up to bat.. &&We had Katlin on 3rd &&Larissa hit the ball &&Katy scored. &&WE WON!! It was so nerve wrecking &&exciting. We are all so proud of ourselves. Winning starts with believing.. &&We believed!
=D

April 13.
Today, I did nothing. I went to school.. &&Attempted to learn, but failed. Then, I went to softball practice. I didn't have my cleats, so I practiced in socks. I fell twice &&my butt was SOAKED.. =P But, I had fun. Finally!

April 12.
HAPPY EASTER! I went to the Grandparents' church this morning. Then, we went to Biltmore Hotel to eat;; It was good! Me &&my sister took some pictures. Then, I came home &&laid on my bed &&read a book, "WOODEN", it's a book about JOHN WOODEN, THE best basketball coach EVER! Now, I'm getting ready to go play basketball with Tevin! =P Even though, my face hurts from yesterday.. =/

April 11.
I went to Frontier City today for my school's cheer squad competiton;; They got FiRST! Great job girls. Then, I went to Crossroads Easter Drama with my boy ;] &&Then, we went bowling. My face is also sunburnt really really bad.. ):

April 10.
So.. I'm going to Frontier City tomorrow! I'm excited. =P
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