To the boy I love.. (:

You may never read this &&when or if you do.. You probably don't give an eff about me anymore anyways. But.. I don't really care what you say or think anymore. It's no longer about you. It's about me.. Making myself happy. &&To let this out.. It makes me smile. &&That's it.. (:


I told you I would never let you go;; Just another lie. I told you we would be together forever.. Well, forever has ended. I told you you were the one.. But you weren't who I thought you were. I told you "I love you." &&That is indeed true.. I will always love you &&you will always have a place in my heart. But, I have to move on. I will love you from now on as a brother or my best friend.. Nothing more, nothing less. I have said this many times before "I am so over him".. &&I never thought it would be the truth. Until now. I honestly believe, after knowing who you REALLY are, that I am over you. Sure, we are best friends. But.. I just miss the boy I thought you were. The one who loved me for me &&didn't try to change everything about me. The one who was always there for me. The one who told me everything about his life. The one who made me happy. The one I made happy. The one who held me tight. The one I kissed with no regrets. The one who held my hand &&promised to never ever let go. The one who pinky promised me there would always be an "us". I miss that boy;; The one who finally let go. I love you..!