Dear Mom,

What the hell did I do to you that Made you life so bad?
What did I do that was so wrong that made you so mad?
I'm sorry for whatever I did, but did I do because of dad?
Maybe if he had loved me as you once did, I'd never be so sad.
But mom, its all in the past, forget it, move on.
I;m not sure what I did, but it must of been real bad.
Beacause even you are starting to hate me, just as much as dad.
I understand if you can't forgive me, but please do us both a favor.
Let me end this, let me rest.
Then you can take
back your happiness.

Random Poems

What happens when everything that ever mattered
Is suddenly found ripped and tattered?
-Me

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I don't want you SYMPATHY
Your BAND-AID on my MISERY
Your I CARE
Your SHES-NOT-LOOKING-NOW-LETS-STARE
Just give me a CHANCE
a FAIR
FIGHTING
CHANCE
-A book called "Runaway"
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The Deer Hunt

1:00; Alarm clock rings
2:00; Hunting partner arrives, drags you out of bed.
2:30; Throw everything except Kitchen Sink in the truck.
3:00; Leave for the deep woods.
3:15; Drive back home and pick up gun
4:00; Set up camp-forgot the damn tent.
4:30; Head into deep woods.
6:05; See eight Deer.
6:06; Take aim and sqeeze trigger.
6:07; "Click"
6:08; Load gun while watching deer go over hill.
8:00; Head back to camp.
9:00; Still looking for camp.
10:00; Realize you don't know where camp is.
Noon; Fire gun for help-eat wild berries.
12:15; Ran out of bullets- eight deer came back.
12:20; Strange feeling in stomach.
12:30; Realize you ate poison berries.
12:45; Resqued
12:55; Rushed to hospital to have stomach pumped.
3:00; Arrive back at camp.
3:30; Leave camp to kill deer.
4:00; Return to camp for bullets.
4:01; Load gun-leave camp again.
5:00; Empty gun on squirrel that's bugging you.
6:00; Arrive at camp- See deer grazing at camp.
6:01; Load gun.
6:02; Fire gun.
6:03; One dead pick up
6:05; Hunting partner returned to camp dragging deer.
6:06; Repress strong desire to shoot hunting partner
6:07; Fall into fire.
6:10; Change clothes, throw burned ones into fire.
6:15; Take pickup, leave partner and his deer in the woods.
6:25; Pickup boils over- hole shoot in block.
6:26; Start walking
6:30; Stumble and fall, drop gun in the mud.
6:35; Meet bear.

By: My Mom.
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Blank Paper,
A pen,
A dreamy mind
and lots of time
What more do I need
To write a ryhme?
-me

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I'll post more later.