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things i have done and not done

() Smoked a cigarette = never want to
(x) Drank so much you threw up =yep
() Crashed a friend's car =not yet
() Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped
(x) Shoplifted =only once
( ) Been laid off/fired /dormant company
(x) Quit your job =yeh it was boring
(x) Been in a fist fight =yes but got stressy
(x) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
() Been married
(x) Lied to a friend = a couple of times
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die =yes right infront of me
and in my arms
() Been to Canada
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying =all the time
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke= very bad at it
() Been divorced
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
() Written a letter to Santa Clause
() Been kissed under mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating=yes for my 12th b/day
hahha copy and put x were you have done something

suicide/pain

Imagine a knife
That will end your life
Or maybe a gun
So you would be done
Maybe a rope
To end all hope
Or just drown
And as you sink down
You don't know
As you fall slow
If everyone's scared
Or if they cared
You think they're glad
But they're probably sad
That you are gone
And when it's dawn
Angels come by
And ask you, "Why?
Why did you do this?
'Cause everyone will surely miss
Your warm, caring smile
And your sweet style
They'll miss how you protect
And how you never disrespect
Now look what you've done
Ruining everyone's fun
Of having you here
And now they all fear
That your soul is now black
And you will attack"
Realizing what has begun
Just because of this one
One life destroyed
And the world is a void
Just because of you
Believing something untrue....

i cant seep at night.

Love hurts like hell,
especially when it's lost.
I feel so alone,
and I just can't let go
How can I make it through the night?
When I don't know how this ends?
Why did I let you be everything?
It just ended up hurting me.

How did you break my heart,
after you said you loved me?
All this hope was usless,
wasted time.
I should of known that it was too good to be true.
To believe that you would love me,
was just what I wanted to believe.
It's over now,
and I can't sleep at night.

I die a bit more, eachday.
Because I can't go on knowing
it was all a lie.
No one can come and take your place,
my heart's too broken for that.
Spare me,
I don't need that drama again.
That's what they all say.
Don't let me face all of this pain, oh.

How did you break my heart,
after you said you loved me?
All this hope was usless,
wasted time.
I should of known that it was too good to be true.
To believe that you would love me,
was just what I wanted to believe.
It's over now,
and I can't sleep at night.

The sky may fall,
and I will still remember all of this.
The way that I thought you loved me,
was so golden.
Moving on is too hard,
can't believe all of this.
One day I'll come back to you,
when this is all better.
Until then,
farwell,
my old friend.

How did you break my heart,
after you said you loved me?
All this hope was usless,
wasted time.
I should of known that it was too good to be true.
To believe that you would love me,
was just what I wanted to believe.
It's over now,
and I can't sleep at night.