my life story

im seventeen and my ex girlfriend of 5 years well on the 4th year she got pregnant and well about the time the baby was almost here our baby girl well she died in the womb.. it was a year ago. most shocking thing ever.. she split 5 months ago and i was devastated..
something i held in from here for a long time

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well the splitting up well she came to me one night crying and i was comforting her and she said that she couldnt take it anymore and i asked her what she couldnt take and she told me that everytime she saw me or layed in bed and did something she thought of our little madeline (her supposed name) and she had to be with someone else. she said she would come back to me if things got better but i worry that they never will...

and about the baby well we both decided to try so we could be young active parents but she went to the doctor 6 months into the pregnancy and there was no heartbeat. the baby had died and i was devistated.. it was the worst thing a man could ever feel.