you can not read this without a tissue!!!
16 years, 9 months & 21 days ago
9th Mar 2008 15:08 My name is Becky
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Becky
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
HOW BARBIE AM I : THE SECOND OF ADAROCKS14 BLOG
16 years, 10 months & 13 days ago
17th Feb 2008 06:34 WELL LET ME THINK. I AM ALWAYS TLKING ON THE PHONE. ME AND ADA TLK IN IM. LKE ALL OF MY CLOTHES R PINK. I LUVVV MAKEUP. SOMETIMES I LKE READING BOOKS BUTT IT HAS TOO BE LKE REALLY GOOD. I WERE LIPSTICK AND BLUSH ,WELL MAKEUP.
I GET GOOD GRADES IN SCHOOL. BUTT I AM IN THE POPULAR GROUP WITH ADA. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEEZ E-MAIL ME ON MY MARA ACCOUNT