I know you can hear me screaming.

You know, I really miss you,
I wish you had a better life, I really do,
I miss the way we laughed,
How horrible our lives were, but we were happy anyway,
How we would talk at night and cry with each other,
How you would comfort me when I was sad, and how I would hug you when you were,
We told each other everything, how we felt,
And you're a thousand miles away,
But I can still feel you,
And when I think about all the feelings we shared, I cry,
Everyday I swallow happy pills, and drink those happy drinks,
But it's still not enough to put away my sorrow,
And all the sad songs I listen to, just to know I'm not the only one,
And how I keep myself busy with anything, just to not think about you,
And how this poem doesn't rhyme but at least it expresses my feelings.