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  1. Stuff I wrote...
    30th Jun 2009 12:24
    15 years, 5 months & 27 days ago
Stuff I wrote...
15 years, 5 months & 27 days ago
30th Jun 2009 12:24

Don't worry, I love you.
I'll always be here for you, I'll never let go.
I'll be here to grip tightly onto your hand when you're feeling down.
I'll be here even when you're smile is upside down.
When you need someone.
I'm here.
I'll still love you the day the sun dies out.
I'll still be with you hand in hand, when the rain starts to fall.
Don't worry.
I love you.
I'll love you when the light leaves.
And the darkness enters.
I'll still be here for you.
I'll be here to catch you when you fall.
And cradle you in my arms.
When you hug me, I'll never let go.
I'll love you the day the world ends.
Don't Worry.
I love you.
I didn't know what love was... Untill I met you.
I care about you too much that words can't explain it.
I'll love you when the leave's start to fall in autumn.
I'll love you The day the earth slowly turns black.
I'll be here for you.
Don't worry.
I love you.
When the fire starts to burn you, I'll put that fire out.
I'll be here for you when you crash and fall.
I will catch you and hold you.
I love you so very much, that words still can't explain it.
You mean the world to me.
Don't worry.
I love you.
When tears drop from your eyes, I'll be here to wipe them away.
When the earth is going to fall to it's death,
Don't worry, I'd spend my last seconds with you.
You.
You mean everything to me, That I'd die for you.
Don't worry.
I'll Always love you.


I'm lost and I'm lonely.
I'm tired of being the person who I'm not.
I'm invisible.
I fade everyday even more, untill one day I won't be here anymore.
The fire is burning me, I'm turning black inside.
So is my heart. My heart is still bleeding from the cracks.
I'm scolded. I'm turning to Ash.
I'm fed up of all of this, All the pain.
I'm tired of lying.
Telling everyone I'm okay.
I'm not. I'm Broken. Shattered. Dying.
And I always wonder, is it really pain when you feel it all the time?


There must be something between us thats magnetic.
I know, it seems completely pathetic.
That I can't stay away.
I can't make it throught the day.
When you walk away, I start to burn.
When you walk near my stomache starts to churn.
When you talk to me, after what you've done I don't know what to say.
And then you start to walk away.
I don't know why.
Everytime I see you, I feel the need to cry.
I want to be away from the pain, be set free.
Do you even realise what you're doing to hurt me?
You seem completely blind.
And your heart, Anymore, I cannot find.
And behind these hazel eyes, they've secretly been flowing rivers of tears.
I need to be away from all of my childish fears.
You snapped the key to my heart and now someone needs to fix it.
I now know you weren't worth the tears, the pain; not one little bit.
Your fire has burnt me.
Now I know we weren't meant to be.
You need to stay away, Unless you want to cause more pain.
I feel like I'm being suffocated, by my own black chain.
I need to get over it, it feels like it's been years.
That you've hurt me and brought me all of these tears.
I don't want you anymore.
You're not worth living for.
I still love you.
Even after what you've put me through.
I feel dead.
And each day to come, I dread.
I doubt there was anyone made for me.
I wasn't made for love, As you've already broken the key.


You broke me.
You broke the key.
You made my heart shatter.
Like I didn't even matter.
I found you, and thought you were the one.
But now I've seen what you've become.
Did I deserve this?
I only wanted one last kiss.
I know it's time to move on.
I still want you to be gone.
But sometimes I wish you were here.
And I just want to disapear.
I don't want to love you.
I still don't want it to be true.
i want to follow the road to nowhere.
Would you even notice I've gone there?
I hate you, But I love you at the same time.
I only wanted you to be mine.
I feel lost and broken because of you.
Thats all you wanted to do.
Now I seem to be all silence.
And now you're all violence.
You break people and tear them apart.
Right from the start.
Why do I still love you?
After all you've put me through.
You weren't here to catch me when I fall.
And now I realise, You're nothing special at all.


I want to escape from here.
Away from all of my fear.
It's just not worth it anymore.
There's nothing worth living for.
I weeped and I cried.
You turned me black inside.
Now that you made me break.
I realise that you are a fake.
You made my eye's tear.
Even when you weren't here.
I don't know what to do.
Am I still in love with you?
You're still not worth it.
Not one little bit.
I can now see how selfish and bitter you are.
I want to be away from you, By far.
You caused me the heart break.
More than you could have intended to make.
You only wanted to see me crash.
Treating me like trash.
Then I broke, you won.
I hope you had your fun.
I now have another fear.
You made it pretty clear.
I don't want to see you ever again.
I hate you, But then,
I know when I look out into the blue,
I am still in love with you.


I look into your eyes.
And I try to hold back the tears.
When will it happen? will it ever happen?
I've had dreams about you, Dark, dark dreams.
One minute you're holding my hand.
And the next, You walk away into the darkness.
I can't keep up with you.
No matter how fast I'm going.
You keep on walking untill you fade.
And then you're gone. Vanished.
Is it because you'll never love me?
Other nights I dream about you differently, I dream that you're right by my side, hands tight around each other and you're in love with me.
And I wake up and get upset because I know it's never going to happen.
I try to stop loving you, But I can't.
Because it's not me that loves you, It's my heart.

I love you. Is it obvious? Or is it hidden secretly?
I think of you, And my eyes are glinting with tears.
Sometimes I dream about you and smile.
But then I shatter into a million peices when I remember...
There's no such thing as a happy ending.


I think about my past, realising how happy I was with you right by my side,
And as the years drifted by I now see that what we had was something special.
I wish I could turn back time to say those three little words...
I love you.

I sometimes see you.
I walk up to you and reach out my hand, but you slowly fade away into the distant fog.
I shatter inside as I walk away in the rain.
The raindrops falling onto me, And my tears sliding down my face.
If there was one last thing I could have said to you, It would have been...
Goodbye. ???

  1. Stuff I wrote...
    30th Jun 2009 12:24
    15 years, 5 months & 27 days ago