Covid...AGAIN!

Ugh, I've been sick again with Covid for the past 3 weeks and I'm only just beginning to come around. It really hit my respitory system this time which is NOT good as I'm asthmatic. The best about it is that I took the flu before I took Covid so I've actually been sick over a month overall! Now I never took the vaccines and I'm glad I had the sense not to and to think for myself, realise that everything happened too quickly with them and that they couldn't have been fully tested (which was true as time told) and so many complications have come out about them ruining peoples lives, permanently disabling them, ruining fertility and killing people too and all that just for them not to fully cover you anyway! At the same time though, surely the complications from Covid itself is going to be bad too? Each time I've taken Covid I've had auditory hallucinations and felt an overwhelming sense of dread like I was going to die. I've had heart palpitations from the last time I had Covid and goodness knows what else will come out of it all as time goes by. It seems like we can't win. Vaccinated or not we are seriously up the creek without a paddle here!