The difficulties of social anxiety in this game.

I decided I can blog, but I don't think I can have much of a back and forth conversation with people in this game. I do have real life friends, but I don't see why people find a few real life friends scarier than potentially thousands of strangers watching online, but that's just me.

Researching some easy hidden avatars for example, some of those ones require some kind of exchange or back and forth interaction with the game, which is something I wonder if I can do.

Also some goals require some amount of social bravery involved. One for example includes that you have to join a beauty contest, but I don't think people vote for bronze type players anyway. I would only do it for the goal, because there is no hope for winning anyway. Wardrobe collecting isn't really my priority in this game, but perhaps I'll try it some day here more. That is, if I find a theme I would like.

It's also embarrassing to try for the Olympics over and over when I haven't won a single thing much yet. Might others see my results here? I don't know. About 20 health points now and about 10 points for everything else, with about 10-15 points for the elite gym stats, a week into this game, so I wonder when my stats would mean anything. I won against Talon in battle once, but that's it so far. I wonder when I should try for a Knutt Knight thing? When the stats average at 30? 50? Does it have to be a 100 at this point? I'm not sure. The game doesn't make it very clear.

Will I join a club one day? I don't know. It does seem to have to risk getting attached to people online, but because friendships are so difficult to maintain online, I might get attached only for I or others to leave very quickly. I wonder.