I know the overwhelming amount of pain and sadness you're going through right now. Heartache is a devastating experience, especially when you are the only one willing to make the relationship work.
But I don't want to belabor on and on about how much pain you feel right now because we know it all too well...
So I want to just take a minute and let you know everything is going to be fine. How can I say this? Because I know how you feel. After a 3 year relationship to a woman I was getting ready to propose to... she said she needed "space" and shattered my heart in the process. The feelings of loneliness and longing were almost too much to handle after the breakup.
Getting her back seemed like a hopeless endeavor... The possibility of us reuniting was an entertaining idea that gave me hope amidst the pain I was feeling... But that's all it was... an idea... a thought that sometimes made me even lonelier knowing it wasn't a reality...