How sad.
14 years, 6 months & 25 days ago
3rd Jun 2010 06:52 My name is Syd
I am three
my eyes r swollen
i cannot see
i must be stupid
i must be bad
what else could have made
my daddy mad?
i wish i were better
i wish i weren't ugly
then maybe my mommy
would still want to hug me
when im awake im all alone
the house is dark
my folks aren't home
when my mommy does come
ill try to be nice
so maybe ill just get
one whipping tonight
dont make a sound!
i hear him curse
my name he calls
i press myself
against the wall
i try to hide
from his evil eyes
im so afraid now
im starting to cry
he slaps me and hits me
and yells at me more
i finally get free
and i run for the door
he's already locked it
and i start to bawl
he takes me and throws me
against the hard wall
i fall to the floor
with my bones nearly broken
and my daddy continues
with more bad words spoken
"I'm sorry!", i scream
but its much too late
his faced is twisted
in unimaginable hate
the hurt and pain
again and again
oh please god have mercy!
oh please let it end!
and he finally stops
and heads for the door
while i lay motionless
sprawled on the floor
my name is Syd
and i am three
tonight my daddy
murdered me.<------copy-and-paste this to ur profile if u r against child abuse