About Me ((Re-edit))

Copying from Sel, who copied from Eva, who copied from Sphinks. xD

My name is kaylaa.

I live in Clifton Springs, barely, but not for long because I'm moving. Again. I don't know where or when, but it'll be soon.

I'm a chick. Nbd.

I'm 15 now.

My birthday's February 6th. Fun stuff.

Animals? I like foxes and wolves. Basically anything. Cept bugs. I can't express how much I truely hate bugs. Especially spiders, bees, and ants.

My hair is long and brown, like to the middle of my back. I have bangs that are really long. It's really straight naturally. And sorta messy sometimes.

My eyes are mostly grey. A little bit blue in the right light.

Sad to say, now shorter than Sel. And probably done growing. I'm five foot four and a half. c:

I have really pale skin and the only acne that I have, you can never see, because my bangs cover it. So I have pretty clear skin I guess.

My hands and feet are always freezing. Always.

Sel is my best friend. She stands with me through thick and thin, always. The rest of my friends are either much older, or popular kids. I don't consider myself popular by any means though. I still like to hang out and talk with my nerd friends from the past though.

My grades are alright, I try to keep them all above 90's.

Family issues? Let me hear yous, I'm DYING to know. Because I can guarantee mine are probably much worse.

I've been to Florida. I think that's the farthest I've ever been from home.

Likes: Singing, percussion-ensembling, running, reading, boys, drawing, making a fool of myself with friends, being outside, and hiking/running barefoot.

Dislikes: People who ruin serious moments, heights, the doctor, shots, taking medicine, insects, bees, people in general, people who can't take a hint.

I have a dog, named Lady, who is an American Water Spaniel. We hunt a lot together, me and Lady.
Two cats named Snickers and Milkyway, and a kitten named Babe Ruth. ((AKA: Ruthy, Rutta Bear, or Little Kitty.))
But the cats aren't really mine anymore, since we moved out and my mom wouldn't take them with us...

I can lick my elbow and I have other 'hidden talents'. Nooo big deal.

Real life friends:
Maddie, Emily, Kelli, Alliee, Jessie, Alli, Jason, Eric, Mike, Becca, Chelsea, Dominic, Eddie, Nicosha, Aidan, Makenzie, and Stefan. I love all of you, you mean so much to me, and you get me through everything, thank you. <3

I have a one way mind. Once I decide something, it's almost impossible to go back. Maybe that's because once someone makes themselves a part of me, I can't completely dig them out, no matter how hard I try. I haven't figured it out yet, and I probably never will. But once I go one way, there's no turning back to the past...

I find myself alone in my room most of the time. I hate being around my family, and I like my time alone to think. Though I love to hang out with my best friends and party of course. c;

I don't trust anybody anymore. One thing can mess up your entire life. Guys can manipulate you to believe anything that they say. If they say they love you, if you believe that they care about you, if they make you promises, ALWAYS second guess that and have doubts. If you don't, you'll be crushed when you really find out who they are.

Recently, I've been heading in a bad direction. I can't change it, I can't turn it around. It's the only way I know how to deal with everything. And quite frankly, I don't care what other people think about me.

I have a high tolerance for pain, I know that pretty dang well. I have a very low tolerance for emotional pain, and it's hard for me to find ways of handling it.

I try very hard not to cry. It makes me feel weak, and I have an allergic reaction to my tears. I go to big lengths to try and stop myself from crying.

Friends are all I have left.

Guys are all douches who want just one thing out of girls. I think it can be pretty easily guessed what that thing is.

I hate people who lead people to think that something could turn into more than it ever could. I hate doing that to other people as well. It hurts. I know how it feels, trust me.

I also hate people who go back on promises, no matter how old.

I'm never completely happy. Even if I had the best day of my whole life, I still have doubts and worries about my future. And my heart aches everyday. I try not to let people see. I hate it when sad people make other people around them sad. It's easier to pretend to be happy.

I love to play the piano. It calms me down, as well as singing.

I don't believe in debts. But I believe in true friendship. Those are the people willing to go anywhere with you, even when your broken and reduced to almost nothing.

Oh. And I have tourettes and absence seizures. Don't know what they are? Google them. Don't care? Not my problem.

As a wrap-up, I'm hopelessly obsessed with guys. Only /specific/ guys. Because if I notice them and my mind decides I like them, that's usually that, and there's nothing I can do. And then I always end up regretting it in the end. One way mind, it has it's drawbacks.