You may never read this &&when or if you do.. You probably don't give an eff about me anymore anyways. But.. I don't really care what you say or think anymore. It's no longer about you. It's about me.. Making myself happy. &&To let this out.. It makes me smile. &&That's it.. (:
I told you I would never let you go;; Just another lie. I told you we would be together forever.. Well, forever has ended. I told you you were the one.. But you weren't who I thought you were. I told you "I love you." &&That is indeed true.. I will always love you &&you will always have a place in my heart. But, I have to move on. I will love you from now on as a brother or my best friend.. Nothing more, nothing less. I have said this many times before "I am so over him".. &&I never thought it would be the truth. Until now. I honestly believe, after knowing who you REALLY are, that I am over you. Sure, we are best friends. But.. I just miss the boy I thought you were. The one who loved me for me &&didn't try to change everything about me. The one who was always there for me. The one who told me everything about his life. The one who made me happy. The one I made happy. The one who held me tight. The one I kissed with no regrets. The one who held my hand &&promised to never ever let go. The one who pinky promised me there would always be an "us". I miss that boy;; The one who finally let go. I love you..!
&&Aw.. Afton &&Marc BOTH care. They proved it today too!
&&Thankies!
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:22
im sorry i didnt shut him up. but the only way i could think was to knock him the f out.
marc afton and me were all looking at him like, man shut up!
the point is, u both played great, tevin or not
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:20
tornxxapart
I did.. Huh?! (:
But, you guys have no idea how hard that was for me!
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:14
yeah he was tickin me off!
cuz we were in good moods, all of a sudden he just gives me this look. what the heck?
yeah. he was DEF. loud about it.
idr what you did but i heard his mouth. but yep, we all heard him.
but you got through it B!
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:13
i had to sit with him, i tried not to bust him in the face. i just think thats about as immature as u can get, trying to talk stuff WHILE UR PLAYING
and yea that pass was NBA finals style
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:12
tornxxapart
&&That pass.. OMG! It was beautiful.. (:
I know.. I HEARD him talking crap. I shot &&he was like DANG MAN PASS THE BALL.. =/ IDEK.. He was p.issing me off. He kept yelling.. ALL AT ME! I heard him.. TRUST ME.. I heard him. &&I tried not to throw the ball at HIM.. &&Tried not to cry.
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:07
tornxxapart
Eh.. I don;t think it was //rude//.. I think it was more IDGAF attitude. But, I didn't let it bother meh!
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:06
like at the games u had a great pass when the ball almost went out, and hes like that wasnt that good thats easy it was great, he was just talking stuff
but ok, i just agree with u know
i dont, but im not gonna argue
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 20:06
monday he was too and yesterday he was only to you brand cuz he acted better to me yesterday than monday...monday he was RUDE!
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 19:57
tornxxapart
Uhm.. I don't really blame him.. =/ If I got dumped by someone &&didn't even know why.. Yeahh. I would try to avoid them too. So.. It's all me now.
115 years, 6 months & 18 days ago 10th Jun 2009 19:57