Life Changing.....

I want all of you on marapets to know all the horrible, terrible thing that have happened....

My cousin had a Brain toumor when she was 6. She was my best friend...but I don't know why God took her away from me and my family... She would be a lot older now. I lost my best friend that one horrible day... every time I talk about her I can't get over it....she would always help me when I was littler but now all she can do is watch over me and be my guardian angel for the rest of my life and protect me....her name is Alannah....and I miss her so much.


My great grandmother died one year after my cousin did and that wasn't much better...She was the nicest person ever and when she died that all went away...I miss her so much and want her to be back her with me...but now she is just another one of those special guardian angels who watches over me.


A couple moths ago my aunt Elaine died..that wasn't easy either. When I was younger I would always watch her do her scratchcards and one time she one $100. I was very young but was still happy. I was very close to her. She died of cancer....and I hate cancer. one of the worst things ever...



In January of this year my grandfather died. I loved my grandfather so much...he was the one who led me to sing. I made into a huge chorus and it led me to be on a cd sold in stores. Whenever I sing I always think of him....it makes me cry often...I was so close to him....he also had cancer. I know he is giving me courage to know that I shoudn't be afraid to do anything like singing. and i know I am continuing on my life for him-for his love and mine for singing.....and have one dream and that is they will one day see me again...and i know they will....


love,

kelseyandalexsingers