poems

i called out to you when i saw you
you looked away
i called your name
you pretneted not to hear
i touched your face when i got near
you smacked my hand away
i cried out in pain
you told me to shut up
i didnt understand
i thought you loved me
told i loved you
said i didnt understand
what wasnt to understand?
that i wasnt pretty enough?
not cool enough?
not funny enough?
well i wish i could be that person for you
you had others in mind...
why do i wait
and wait, and wait
for something that will never happen?
is love blindness or
is it just a stupid emotion,
i love, i love, i love.
what is to love?
let me know when you find out
for i love nothing anymore.