My heart

Have you ever loved someone so much that it actually hurt? It???s the strangest feeling because unlike emotions it???s a physical pain that you would think it???s impossible. You love him so much despite the fact that you know it???s impossible. All your fantasies revolve around him and all your thoughts revolve around him even though you know that he can???t fantasize about you in return. But maybe the impossibility is what makes this more exciting and even safer. If it???s impossible to be together then it???s impossible to get rejected, right? Wrong! Although you don???t get a physical rejection, in that one second that it takes for you realize just how impossible it is it may hurt even more than being dumped in front of a crowd. As you convince yourself that just ???cause it can never happen doesn???t mean you have to stop all those fantasies, or maybe that would be better. Gradually forgetting him would be much better than having your heart ache for no reason. After all he???s just a couple words on a page.