Jack, one...two...three......JUMP!

Jack spoke to me in a wisper and said: "I love you..."
then Aloud he said... "Lets go get some pizza!" was he for real!? Was he falling out of love! The Rabbit Hole was closing slowly and I had to get back soon. whats a girl to do! Jack the King of Hearts, now looking more like a playing card from a deck. I thought he looked funny...
I knew it. all the words he had said to me once now slowly leaked out of my eye and down my face. He laughed...but I could see the tears. "I cant cry...I'm made of paper..."
GOTCHA'! now I get it! as i sit and flood the room with my tear soked words, he sat there and made up resons and slowly becan to change forme, into a devilish creature. I was afraid...I backed away slowly. "please......" I begged. he laughed, covering his pretty little face and leaning his head back. "Please what?! what do you want me to do..." I looked shocked. WHAT! I want him to love me! "I want you to love me-ooop!" I cover my mouth, again, he giggles...
"So you want to be happy with me?"
"yes..." I sob.
He shook his head. "even if its temporary happieness."
I say nothing, yeah, thats what I want. even if its not real, even if its only for a little while, Jus to be neer him, to smell him, to look apon him when hes not looking...Just to secretly say "I'm gunna love you anyway..." just give me that! thats all I ask! I would love to live in a deluded enchanted world, where my King loves me and never stops! where the Rabbit Hole never closes...
Knowing you, I think things are gunna be fine, but then you go and change your mind!
If I were to beg, maybe he would...but why lower myself...why force him. I just wish I could have him. I know he loves me. he just wants to be scared...I will let him sit in his fear.
as I crawl out through the Rabbit Hole, I look back as it closed up. there I saw him waving goodbuy. I smile. wave, then turn around. I hear the *Click* the hole was closed, then I cried...I lay in that graveyard, next to the Rabbit Hole and throw myself across his grave. I lay there and cry for hours. I do love him, and I wont let go...