*no names for privacy issues.

As I was laying there, on the floor, I thought. And the stuff I thought of was so deep I actually started to cry. Soon you`ll see why, but first I want to talk a little.
My name is Clare, I am in grade ********** at a wonderful school with good teachers. My friends are awesome, and there is alot of drama, but I don`t really mind it. My family is the best, I love them so much. I like music, and I`m always listening to my iPod. So let`s get to the point.
I was thinking last night about all the stuff I`m grateful for, like a roof over my head, clothes on my back, and food in my tummy. I was also thinking about how unfair life is. You ever remember when you would get into an argument with your parents and yell out, " It`s not fair!" and they yell back, " Life isn`t fair!" or something like that? Well I realized life IS fair, for those who always get what they want when they want it. The girls who get all the expensive clothes, all the hot guys, they sign up for every sport on the list? Those kinds of people. Or the guys who dress " gangster", have Rolex watches flying every which way, hit on all the so called " perfect" girls and seem to get them charmed every single time?
They get everything they want. I know it`s always said that spoiled kids still aren`t happy, but my opinion is that they are happier than the guys and girls who actually work hard in school, at least trying to get good grades, instead of slacking off. The ones who work, then come home to relax, knowing they are done what they have to do. Yes they may have the occasional mess or two, or forget to do their chores, but hey, we are only human. I was also thinking about boys. Typical me, but I was thinking about this one boy in particular, my friends will know who he was. I fell for him so hard, and he likes another girl, meanwhile my friend was sitting here flirting with guys on MSN. Don`t you just hate that? You like someone, who likes someone else, who likes someone else? UGH! I was so mad I wanted to scream! I went to my friend`s house a couple days, maybe a week ago, and we were talking to her crush and she was flirting with him and he was flirting back. I kept thinking about the same guy.... same question.... why do I like him? She kept asking me what was wrong and so did the guy on the phone. Then he asked her out, and she was dating him. Actually, they are still dating. it`s awesome for them. She even offered to dump him to make me feel better because she`s such a nice friend but I said if she did I was never going to talk to her again. (Did you know Sweeney Todd is a musical?) So she didn`t dump him and I was happy for her. Hold on one second, my back kills. Back, anyways, I have no idea what I am talking about. I guess I was bored and needed to say what I feel. I feel so stupid. Lmao, my writing makes sense though, so I guess this is good enough.

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*NO NAMES FOR PRIVACY ISSUES.

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??t hurts when people you know, become people you knew. + you c??n w??lk r??ght p??st someone l??ke they d??dn't me??n ??nyth??ng to you. ??nd ??ll the memor??es, the l??te n??ght t??lks, they me??n noth??ng ??nymore. bec??use th??t person forgot you.

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Prep! :O

--ROCKER--
[x]Do you have long hair?
[ ]Do you like Beer?
[ ]Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[ ] You don't believe in God?
[ ] You have a pentacle on some clothing article etc.?
[ ] You own some spikes?
[ ] Can you play guitar?
[ ] Do you own Boots?
[x] Do you rock out?
Total: 3

--DRAMA KID--
[ ] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total: 2

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a truck?
[ ] Do you like four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] when he comes on tv Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
Total: 0

--GOTH--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[ ] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total: 0

--Scene KID--
[x] Do you own band shirts?
[ ] Is a bandana part of your everyday outfit?
[x]Do u wear tight pants?
[ ] Do you hate "Push Pits"?
[ ] Is going to a show a bi-weekly ritual?
[x] Is there "X's" or the word "MOSH" in your screen-name?
[ ] Do you sometimes or often wear camo?
[ ] Does your myspace profile play a song?
[ ] Do the words "headwalking, windmills, and pill-on" mean anything to you?
Total: 3

--SKATER/PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do/did you have/want any piercings other than ears?
[ ] Do u like mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[x] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total: 4

--PREP--
[x] do you say the word "like" allot?
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/ Abercrombie&Fitch/ AE/ Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[x] Do u giggle alot when youre with your friends?
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?
[x] Do you laugh a lot?
Total: 6

--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[ ] Do you like folk music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[ ] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total: 4

--CHRONIC--
[ ] Do you enjoy reggae music?
[ ] Do you think Bob Marley is the best reggae singer ever?
[ ] Do you like the colors red, gold, and green?
[ ] Do you smoke ganja more than once a week?
[ ] Do you like all the chronic songs?
[ ] Have you ever been in an argument with somebody about how weed is better than alcohol?
[ ] Do you make wishes at 4:20?
[ ] Do you like sublime?
Total: 0


--GHETTO--
[ ]Do you dance ghetto sometimes?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
Total: 2

--EMO---
[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodie sweatshirts?
[ ] Do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Do you die your hair red, black, or any dark color?
[ ] Do you cut your own hair?
[ ] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song?
Total: 4

--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops all year around?
[ ] Is your hair layered?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Do you think the ocean is radical?
[x] Do You Tan In The Summer?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate/"dislike" tourists?
Total: 4

--GEEK--
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick calculators and pens into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Are you on the computer often?
[ ]Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to goin to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[ ] Do you play video games?
Total: 1