~*~Why~*~

Why?
My life was something.
But because of all your problems, it became nothing.
You broke me.
You tore me apart.
All your lies just broke my heart.
I can't trust anyone, anymore.
My problems almost ended with a knife.
I don't know where I am going in life.
You ruined it already.
You said you would love me.
But your lies are all I see.
You and your plastic promises.
I don't remember why I am here.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I want to get out, you are just making me sore.
According to you, I have learned alot.
You have and rule and it broke my heart-
Forever means Never.
In your eyes, I was just a game.
You wanted to see how much you could hurt me.
You wanted to see me cry myself to sleep.
You are why I love the rain.
I can cry, and no one will ever see the difference.
I don't think I can go on any further.
It's all your fault, just blame yourself.
But this is why, this is the way I am,
I always have been,
Just simply that boy...
That you never see smile.