May be quitting Mara

I havent decided yet. I would still stay around for conversation with a few select people. But I feel like I have been so giving and tried to be there for people....but I also feel like I am doing things wrong because when people describe me on here...more than one person of course..they can say nothing nice about me. Which means what I am trying to do is failing. I will likely make my mind up within a week or two please dont ask for my things in the mean time. I just needed a place to vent as well..blogs seemed like the best place.