my heart hurts

i get on every day and see if your there
i got to your profile and it says offline
my heart begins to hurt
we used to talk 24/7
now we dont
my heart begins to hurt
i see the pictures on your profile
and i wish i could be there with you
my heart begins to hurt
i see your face in my dreams and im happy
then i wake up and your not there
my heart begins to hurt
i listen to music
and i think of you
my heart begins to hurt
when you tell me you got a new boyfriend
and how you will love him forever
my heart begins to hurt
i think of killing myself at times to stop the pain
but then i think of and how sad you would be with out me
and i begin to smile for i remeber how much you care